Thick , Redd , && Sexy
Married To : The Game
In Love With : The Money
Addicted To : The Fame
Im always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets. i laugh way too hard at stupid shit.My favorite songs are the ones tht can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11 but i miss it more then i notice it. i sometimes live in the past; in the memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking about reality & im so homesick its not even funny. Maybe more like heartsick, of all the things i can never get back. Its hard for me to define myself. i guess im just a cliche?-- the girl who love too hard and didnt get anything in return. ive been through hell and back. i spill shit, trip and embarras myself. i cant always just flutter my eyelashes and get what i want. my life is messed up. ive been through more shit then you see on TV. nobodys perfect. ive been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen. ive fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked up in return. but every hit was worth it because i felt it. i knew it was real. life is real and im living it wrong everyday. i mess up and do everything opposite. but do i regret anything? NEVER, because at one point, what i did was what i wanted. My life is mine & nobody else is going to take that from me. Im the real deal and id like to see you TRY AND BREAK ME.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."